"Love Nest"

After a month of hardwork in putting our "Love Nest" together...it's all worth it......cant believe we've finished renovating it and can now enjoy it........ Donno how to describe the feeling but.... it certainly is satisfying.......the design concept came mainly from the black crystal chadeliere and then revolves around it.....with a strong colour scheme, the atmosphere becomes alive. Classic, Posh, Elegant, Slutty, Bitchy, Cozzy are just some of the words friends and families have described it as.......

The Truth Is................

Believe in yourself ! When you are lost , always find your way out . Face it and not avoiding it as running away from the truth is not the solution . When things happend , realize it before it becomes too late , it's always not too late . Face it yourself as you knows better than anyone else . I have found the right answer and the right path to life . I guess that's life where everyone will have to walk through . Most importantly , know what you want in life and you will find the answer . Life's become more meaningful ! I found my happiness again and even more . Learn to appreciate the people around you , be sincere and you will see life is great .

LOVE ...... the meaning of love . It's not easy to find true love but i have found it finally . It was the greatest gift of all .

PLEASE answer this....thanx

Hi.... it's been quite sometime since i updated my blog.... during this past week..there has been alot of things happening in my life...some good some bad......and it just made me realize that i am not a good person....not a good friend....not a good son....not a good brother....and not a good lover

to all readers...please forgive me for wht i have done or for what i have not done.....
please take a few minutes to answer this...

which one will follow?...... your heart or your thoughts (mind) ?.....and please give me a reason of your choice (why u choose it and why not?...thanx....it'll mena alot to me...muax..love u all

All Wet....

3rd Day..... and yes it's a weekend..time for the weekend market...JJ' Market.....my favourite...u can find baju..accessories....flowers....bags.....hats.....shoes.....paintings....home-wares.....sculpture....almost anything and everything....and yes.i did manage to get alot of thing from here......but regret not getting the painting and the sclpture...so sad.....but it's ok....my baby wikl be back in Bangkok again in two weeks.......he promise to get it for me....hhhheeehehhe...if not,.then i'll have to wait till July for my next trip to Bangkok...after shopping....of course we need our massage.....so we drop our thing to the hotel and headed out agian for masage... we walked ....and oh NO.........it was crazier than before...it was the final day of the Songlran festival...and everyone was out to celebrate it....water tanks......huge water guns....people with powder.....all WET..WET...WET......no escape this time....and yes we were drenched.....head to toe.......even my undies were all wet.......when we reach the massage place we had to clean and dry ourselves coz it was so cold.......since we were all wet, we've dicided to go all out and revenge those who splashed us on our way back after the massage.....hahahaa.....we bought those white powder and mix with water.....and bought icy cold freezing water......hahahhhah it was great.....but we were really wet.....and cold.....winter in Sydney was never even this cold before..hahahaha....but it was fun...a great experience....
After all the wet and wild.....we got ourselves ready to PARTY........Slurp at Royal Orchird Sheraton Hotel......it was good...but abit wierd..coz it was held at the Balloom....and it was a non-smoking event.......damb.....having all the waiter and waitresses with their proper uniform walking around the ballroom is so wierd.......but thecrowd was great...and the music too....love it..but tickets were very very expensive.......dont think it was worth the money....it was 1200Baht per person....without drinks....hhmm.....they earn so much......but it was for the experience......and it was not too bad...........Sunday night's party was in a great location..the club was called BED SUPPER CLUB ......the whole club's building was in a huge cylinder tank....and there were beds all along the sides of the club.......it was very different..very cool......the crowd was getting more and more...and it was getting very suphocating...so we left early too.....it was a few great nights of party in Bangkok.....cant wait to go back there again......pics for the party will soon be up.....look out for it..lots of half naked sexy guys....oooooh...

Finally......we had our Dinner...at Bangkok's ChinaTown.....we had seafood.......wow..very very very nice.....coz it's FOOD>>FOOD>>FOOD...again...for those who havent try the seafood in ChinaTwn.....it's a must try.....and go to the one with GREEN uniform.......much nicer...hahahha...remember...GREEN ...not RED.....after dinner we decided to have desert...Bird's Nest.....yummy......we need it....for all the late nights we're gonna have....so need it...hihihh...... after dinner......went back to hotel to shower and get ready....coz we're off to DJ Station.....it was jam....so we had to get off at the main street and walk .........and it was gonna be hell.....we were all dresses up and everyone else were still splashing water ......well we managed to avaid the spalsh again....but....we were not able to get in coz Lili forgot to bring her passport......ayo....which means we have to go back to the hotel to get it.......and this time we were wet...but not so wet ..but they put white powder mix with water.....iiieeww....well..we had to go back to the hotel and wipe ourselves clean again.......Once again...back at DJ Station.....not a good night.....it was packed...really packed....it was nhard to dance....no room to breathe...and there was this annoying FAT guy.....iiieeww.....he was just disgusting....should have take a picture of him and post it on my blog....but then again...i'll scare everyone away.....he was wearing this super tight tights.... sick sick sick......So, we left very early......and yet the que was unbelievably long......when we got out to the streets..it was like...phiiew...so breathable...hhhhaaaaa.......then we went walked to the main street to look for taxi....and suddenly....someone sprayed water with a huge watergun....from head to my back........ooohh..noo.....just when the night was getting over....i got wet....i turned back..that these two creatures were laughing their ass off....it was Hafiz and his bf......damb..those two...cant they see that i'm properly dressed...hhahhahaaa.....they were all wet...carrying these super huge water guns....i think they really had fun......well.....it was time to go back to the hotel.....but before that...we had to end the night with SUPPER>>.......hahahahaa...

Day 2....

Day 2...... Me and Lili went for breakfast, while Edward is having meeting with his Bangkok staff. then after breakfast, we decided to go get a tan at the pool side......so we tanned for a while and decided to play table-tennis......was so fun...haven't been playing for so many years.....after Edward's meeting....it was time for SHOPPING....... SHOPPING....... SHOPPING..i just love that word ...."SHOPPING".....hehehe...but we had to go for lunch first...so our shopping trip have to delay....well, at least there's food...so we went to meet Edwards friends for lunch.....then the shopping begins...went to Siam Paragon...Siam Centre...MBK..Bonanza and the street shops....such a dissapointing day..didn't find anything i like.....really cant beieve it....so not satisfied...

Must Have Supper.....

Supper is a must have for me...... Don't know if i'm just plain greedy or what.....after dinner...we decided to MASSAGE...MASSAGE....ooohh.. i so need it...whole body sakit already... it was so scary on the way there... everyone splashing water...dont wanna get wet....and we manage to avoid the water.......wow...my whole body is all loose now.... felt like i was re-borned...hahhaaa.....it was still early and we didn't want to go back tot he hotel first.... and there was only two choice....... clubbing at DJ Station or Ago go Boys...... then we decided we'll head down to Jupiter 2000 for some Ago go Boys Show....coz we'll be going for the Slurp Party on Saturday night.... Jupiter 2000 was a full fouse....as always.... this time there were not as much nudity as my previous visit to an ago go boys show...hhmmmm..wonder why?....but they sure still mantain their size...HUGE COCK woowwiiee.... cant believe how they manage to get it so huge, even with a pump.....unbelievable. well.... that's all for te first day in Bangkok.....and of course we ended the night with SUPPER......yummy...

Food Galour....

Oh Yes...it's the FOOD section..... one of the must try and must do things in Bangkok.... MAKAN...MAKAN...and MAKAN..... yummy...let me tell u..food here is Great....and cheap too.....


This was what we had on our first night..... i dont remember what the dishes are called but they do taste great..... from the beautifully posh expensive to the cheap hawker stalls....they just taste ......oooohhh.....yummy.....but maybe i'm just a PIG.....the good thing is that everytime i eat the food here...i'll go to the toilet.....wow...it means i can keep eating and not pput on weight....so nice.....but sometime.....troublesome...looking for toilet and dont know if the toilet is clean or not...but dont get me wrong....not having deoreah......just that the digestion is working very well.....

This was our room..... quite nice....and i love the smoked salmon, fruits and chocolates thay gave us .. yummy.. well.. it's time to wonder to the street in Bangkok..... but wait....we've gotta put our wallet, mobile phone and camera in plastic bags before we go....don't want to get them wet.... and lucky we did....

Wow....an upgrade....so nice......we were escorted to the executive floor for our check in....we had our welcome drinks in the executive lounge...the view was great......can almost see the whole of Bangkok city.....

Amari Watergate Hotel

wah...Finally reach the hotel.... it was quite a very nice hotel....this is a pic of the lobby

Touch Down....

never felt so excited like this in my life before.....eventhough this wasn;t the first time in Bangkok..... but it surely is my first time during the Songkran festival....heard so many stories from friends that it was gonna be a very wet one.. anyways..... from the airport to our hotel....this was the pics i took......people spalshing water everywhere...... they rented mini trucks..... huge pales filled with water to splash all the passer-bys... and also people just waiting in the sie walk with buckets of water and water guns.... the feeling was great coz everyone was so friendly....all smiles.....little kids to adults.....enjoying this festive season of theirs...

Take off....Bankok trip 13th April '06

Finally..the day has arrived.....long waited trip to Bangkok since last Dec when we booked our free tickets from Air Asia..... lucky lucky lucky.....we had the dates so co-incidently booked during this wet and wild Songkran festival and a great Squirt PLU party...anyways....this is the new LCC airport (Low Cost Carrier)....Gosh..they could at least come up with a better name.....airport sucks....looks like a bus stop...

Making your people look BAD.......u fuckers...

AAAAAHHHHh..... feel like strangling someone..... it's the second time i'm getting cheated and not getting paid for job being done... m not trying be racis or anything..but NEVER..NEVER EVER TRUST INDIANS IN PRODUCTION HOUSES....they're such FUCKERS... it's been more than a month's time already and i don't think there's any intentions for them to pay me..... i was promised by the casting agency that i will be getting my cheque a week after the shoot.... called them and they told me that they were not incharge of payments.... gave me another indian Fucker's number, which is suppose to be the production house... yeah... donno if it's real or not...made a call...Mr. X answered...told him who i was.... and wow...can't believe he knew who i was....so i thought, maybe they're gonna pay me after all..... he said there was no cheque for me coz my nake wasn;t in their list.... OoH..FUCK... well, he said he's gonna check with the producer and call me back....a week later ...no phone calls yet....so i called back....after few attempts...he answered....oh yes...your cheque will be issued tomorrow.....i told him to call me once the cheque has been issued so i go and collect it....nope..no call....i called back after two days....and again after few attempts....he answered....the BLOODY FUCKER told me that he was in INDIA.....WHAT THE FUCK?..... he could at least call me and tell me....nevermind that, i couldn't be bothered if i was calling him ong distance or what so ever....and again i gavce it some time.....a week later i called.....didn't wan to answer my call...so i decided to use my friend's mobile....oh guess what?...he answered.....he told me the cheque is already with him ...so i asked him when he'll be free for me to go collect the cheque.....tomorrow he said...which was suppose to be yesterday......agreed to meet up at 11am somewhere in Jalan Gasing.....called him yesterday arund 10:30am to find out the axact location.....didn;t answer my call again...oh well, i guess i have to use my friend's mobile to call him again..... not to my surprised he said he wont be able to make it at 11am..still having a meeting... oh well......he ask me where i would be around 2pm....told him that i have meeting only will be back around 4pm.....cool he say....he'll be having meeting around the Sri Hartamas area around 2:30pm for a meeting.....great....so i told him to call me when he finish his meeting......and again.....no call....so i called him again....as usual no answer...left a massage and an sms......no reply...no reply no reply....i'm so frustrated with this FUCKER .....tried calling him few times tday but no answer yet.....AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH.......this is not the first time some BLOODY INDIAN gives me SHITS.....they're all like that........ I've even seen it happened to my friends..but never thought it would happen to me.....Get a live u BLOODY Indains....u're making all your people look BAD..... but i know the FACT is they're NOT all like that..i've got few great Indian friends.... am so sorry guys....but i just have to let this out.....sorry if i've offended anyone reading this..but FACT is FACT...can't change any of it.....

Have u ever wonder WHY ?

Saturday..... was on my way back to Johor to my grandparents home for Cheng Meng (praying for ancestors)...... it was a long journey ..... having so much time while traveling and also being back to a little village gave me so much time to reflect on my life....... career, family, friends, relationship and my lifestyle as general...

Career - having to settle here in Malaysia was not as bad as i thought..can't believe it has been 2 years and 4 months since i left Sydney where i used to call home..... things has really picked up since beginning of last year....i finally see results... i've always love to explore my creativity and i finally have the chance in doing it..... good or bad i dont know....coz there is still a very long journey in my path..... experiencing each and every moment of it with open eyes and heart..... it may look good for some people but then again it has it's ups and down....not knowing what obstacle is waiting infront of me..... will i be able to overcome the obstacle?... being weak is not the answer.... keep telling myself "jimmy, u've gotta be strong....u can do it" is not easy as i thought it would be...... i may look confident at times...but the truth is right inside my heart which i seldom let it out...... i often loose hope in the things i do.....i need constant reminder especially from people that matters the most...... without them, i am nothing...thanx so much for all your support..but the bad thing is that they dont know....... considering the time frame that i have been here in M'sia...i think i'm doing not too bad.....but the one thing that i am proud of is not how well i'm doing........ looking back from the start...i have seen non dancers becoming dancers......dancers becoming good dancers......and that is all becoz of all your hardwork, patience and passion....thanx so much...... seeing them grow is what i look upon to...... the feeling is unexplainable...... dancing is one thing ...... but passion is another..... being able to touch someones heart in doing wht i love doing is wht i am aiming for..... i thought that is my intentions...until last week .....changed my perception how i look at thing..... a member from California Fitness came up to me after my class...she came and gave me a present...i was shocked...surprised....i thought it was Birthday..... she told me that it was a farewell present....she's leaving for Sweden for good.... and she thanked me for being so patient and being such a good instructor...... i was overwhelmed....she was a member which i never even talked to previously....I WAS TOUCHED..... that was a totally different feeling from making someone touched..it was reversed....she had made me feel wht i've been trying to make others feel..... and at that moment i knew... all i have to is continue to do what i love doing most. some of u reading this might not understand wht this is all about...... but sometimes alittle praise from the heart is what most of us r working towards for...it builts the little confidence in your heart that makes u keep going further.. it's not about being the best or number 1. ...coz no body is the best...no matter how good u r...there is always someone, somewhere better than u..... BE THE BEST THAT U CAN BE........

Family - being at the little village where my parents came from, with uncles, aunty, gradparents, cousins and in-laws gather together has never been the same as before..... made me realize the importance of family.....as i had always been overseas most of my life.....i wasn't close at all with any of my family members.....but this time around, it has been different......something i've really never felt before..... made me realize that no matter how long u've been away..they r still family and treats u like one......it's comfortable for the very first time... talked to most of them and really get to know more of them...... after 25 years..finally i really understand the value of family...i guess it depends on the family itself.....i know not all families r that way......but i'm glad i have a family that doesn;t look at u differently and judge u just because u r brought up differentlyi talked to one of my cousin ..... and realize that life really is't fair.....she's around 30..worked more than i've ever worked......but yet she still cant get anywhere....wonder why?.... i believe she's a very hardworking person..... and good at wht she is doing...but why ?....some people work twice or three time harder but yet they r still going no where..... is it really fate?....is this just the beginning or will it be just it for her?..... i felt that life was so unfair...but then again...LIFE IS UNFAIR......that is what makes it FAIR......(reality....FACT). ..i'm just greatfull of wht i have....

Friends - friendship.......it's unexplainable for me.....without them, i'm nothing...it's like oxygen....but, is that person who cares about u...accompany u....talk to u or help u when in trouble really your true friend?....ever wonder why some friends r nice to u?...really nice to u?.....extra nice to u?....really your friend? i'm always the type of person who likes sharing....especially with friend.....genuine friends.....friends that makes u feel appreciated..... and not just taken for granted..... not easy to find i may say..... they come and go...it's sad...really sad....yes i may have lots of friends....but how many of them r really genuine to me?.....ever wonder why they want to be my friend?...... r they taking advantage of me?...... do they just wanna know me coz i know somebody?..... but that doesnt matter..the question is.....m i a nice person?..... why does he or she hate me?...... do they really like me?......i often question myself..... why people wanna be my friend?.....and why some dont want.....bad people have friends...good people have friends..... no matter GOOD or BAD...u all are my FRIENDS ...love u all.....

Relationship - right now?...hhmm...donno how to explain.....as usual it has its ups and downs.....sometimes i just wonder if he really loves me..?....wonder why he choose me and not others?...i know for the fact that i am not the best bf material......or even as a person....there r so many nicer people..more good looking...better heart guy out there....but why me?.......m i really the lucky one..?....is he real to me?....one thing i know is that i do love him alot...lately we have not been spending too much time together.....he's been busy with work for the past few months....but much better now....but in the last few weeks...i've been busy......which is good coz it means more income....but money isn't everything.....i feel lonely at times without him.....NOW, for example.....he's not home yet....i have been away on saturday and just came back yesterday.....didn't spend much time with him yesterday.... and today....i have no class in the evening so i was hoping he would come back early today..so at least we can have dinner together and spend a little quality time together.....but...he called and said that he'll be going to a friend's Birthday dinner.....i dont mind....but he didn't ask me if i wanted to come along....sometimes i feel left out.....Lonely......baby i miss u....but i do need to give him some time with his friends....i know and i understand....he needs some time with his friends.....but was just hoping he would at least ask me if i wanted to join him....but no matter wht.....he must have his reasons for not asking me to join..and i respect him for that...... i just miss u....i hope u'll be back soon....

Welcome to theWORLD we live in....

C O N G R A T S......... to my dear friend Juwita and her husband Bard for their new born BABY BOY.....and also congrats to Nadia too....now she has a baby brother to play with..... wishing u and your family be happy and healthy always dear.....sorry not able to go to hospital to visit u....coz was in Johor praying for ancestors (Cheng Meng)..... but will visit u soon....wanna see your BABY BOY..... really cant wait..so excited.....wanna carry him......dont worry i wont drop him.....by the way, what's his name?......hehehee.......

more pics of the Nike Rockstar Event... (Mid Valley)

Nike Rockstar Fitness First Launch...(SPK)

Jw Creatives . . .

To all u readers.....this is something that i've just started up if u dont know yet..... my own creation and inspiration in the Floral Design, Hamper & Gifts........ I aim to "Inspire" and to leave an "Impression" to those who order my Designs and creation....and especially to the person recieving the flowers, hamper or gift..... "an everlasting Impression" that will stay with them and to remind them of who the special sender is..... They are uniquely designed to suite the requirement and of course the budget..... here r some of the samples that u can view...and many more to come.... for enquiry pls e-mail jwbkau@yahoo.com.au

stem rose

Tubes..

Sticks bask...

Nest..

haning vase..

Nike Rockstar in da house.......

finally the final event for the Nike Rockstar HipHop Event .......been waitin for this day to Rock it all the way...hahahhaa........i started the day with Claire's Rockstar Hairdo......then we reach Mid Valley Mid Valley at around 3pm for our rehersal..... had few rounds of rehersal.....then me and Sulin went shopping shopping shopping.....hihihihi......... we had to get safety pins and a pair of earings for Malissa...... but as usual.....Shopping King's in da house.....so, me and Sulin ended up getting this very super nice and cool chain belt thinggy.....from Eclipes.....ori rm189...lucky it was 60% or 70% SALE...cant remember...but it ended up to be rm50+ only.......Sulin also bought a pair of very very very sexy and cool earing from Eclipes.......GREAT BUY........happy happy happy.......then we went to Nike Women to get Tina her black pants that she wanted....but ended up that there was a surprise fr all of us...... VJay ended up letting us choose our outfot for the night's performance....1 top and 1 bottom each...... can see everyone smiling already...hahha...... so we went shopping again.......off we go to Nike shop......but apparently and as usual...there wasn;t anything nice for me that suit me.......so i ended up again getting the Women's collection range again....no wories...as long as they look great on me.....hihihi.....Anthony ended up getting the same pants as me...... he looks great in them too......then lucky for my think face and courage...and just trying out my luck.....i approached VJay and questioned him and cmplainned abit...hehhehehe...why we r not getting NEW shoes too....... huahuauaa.....he looked at the shoe that i wanted and wondered.....hhhhmmm....... he told me that he had to make a few calls first....... so i continued shopping..... waiting for the anticipation of hearing something good from him.............. he walked back into the shop.....and WOW..wiiee....good news...... "quick get what u want and get your size".....huahuauhaaa............ Happy Ending.....the highlight of the night was getting the NEW shoe that i've wanted......so Cool......it was rm549.......wwoohhoo..... then i continued my shopping spree at ground level where the ladies were (Nike Women shop)..... picked and matched a few outfits for them...and it was all cool...everyone was quite happy i think.....and i hope...... clock was ticking.....back to make-up and hairdo...... and finallyeveryone changed to their NEW outfits....everyone looked stunningly cool...... real Rockstars.....the crowd started pilling.....was quite a great turn out.....the event started out with the Fashion show,...
there were 5 models and 3 outfit changes for each.....we had to do the express change....heheheh.....then it was our turn.....almost got a kramp.......we got to the stage too early...so had to stay with the first pose.....damb....i was shaking already coz the pose was not easy....hehehhe.....as usual....warm-up session almost kiled me already.......soooooo tiring.....i think we all did great....except....my accessories kept droping.....and azie's too.....one by one her earing fell.....i was so afraid that i would accidently step on it and slip.....but no such drama.....ppphiieew......we ended the event with a Bang.....everyone was energized....and full of attitude on stage.......and Congratulations to Ann Jet.....yippiiee..she won for the best Rockstar best dancer......so happy or her...... she won a cool Nike watch....so jealous....her watch is so much nicer tht the one i got......uahauauaua....afte the event we had dinner at Chillies.... but unfortunately we had to sit saperately coz there wasn't aa space enough to accomodate all of us in ne table.....so me, Claire, Anthony and Andrew were at one table.....Andrew was away most of the time....so me, Claire and Anthony had 1 appetizer sampler thing...1 Mexican onion thing....1 grilled prawns with mexican rice.....1 pasta....and 1 Fajitas......Hungry hungry hungry.....Pigs..pigs....and pigs.....Full ...full...full and full......heheehee......we ate so much.....couldn;t believe it......then after Chillies, Claire and Ann came over to my place......actually wanted to go clubbing..but everyone was too tired....sowe anded up lepaking at my place.....and then .... lapar again....so decided to go mamak makan again...can u believe it?....what a PIG?........i had mee goreng mamak...Ann had indomie goreng...and claire had fried kuey teow......we finished at around 3am+ ....went back and fell flat on my bed......ZZZZZzzzzzzz..

Rockstar Hairdo...

it was Saturday morning...... when clair called and told me that she was on her way to my place to get ready and her hair done.......wwoohhooo.....What a tranformation......the previous calm, sweet, innocent looking Claire has transformed into a real RockStar...... all reasy for tonight's performance for the Nike Event......

Dessert from HEAVEN . . .

Emergency meeting?.......got strike with a bad news this morning to find out that my dancers wont be able to perform for the Nike event....more concern for my dancers..they've been practicing so seriously and passionaltely for this event.....and suddenly been cancelled coz of some idiot who doesn't know how to organize the event....... it was so hard announcing the cancelation to my dancer.....but we have to face reality....... i want to take this opprtunity to thank my dancers for this event.... Ann, Candy, Chriz, Maggie, Tanya and Claire..... u've been great....muax,..love u all...but dont worry...we'll have plenty more opportunity for other performances....practice hard......hehehe........ felt so bad to tell Claire as she is on the way to my place for rehersal..... well.... Lunch wont hurt when she's here....hehehe....we had Fried Kuey Teow for lunch... and then she accompanied me to PlanetFilms for my casting for Coke Advetisement.....hope i get it.....hehehhee.....after casting.....the picture of Kenny's Chocolate cake in his blog just kept appearing in my head.....cravings......oooohh.....then me and Claire decided to treat ourselves for some dessert from heaven......yummiiiieeee.....first we ordered the fruity creapes thing....then we decided to add another one....chocoo........yummy...the chocolate is so thick and creamy......it's to die for......we decided we can afford to eat it coz we'll be having two classes each after our dessert from heaven...huahauuuaaaa... Cheers.......Claire i had a good time this afternoon...lets do it again some other time....hehehheeh......

Sick of The Rain

woke up today feeling so blue.....i guess it's becoz of the rain ....... the rain has been crazy for the past week or more.....Thunder storm......lightning......and very Sri KDU at 4pm this afternoon, when suddenly it started pouring.....not Cats & Dogs....but more like Elephants & Whales...but not to the point of Dinosours & donno what yet..... anyways...the girls were so cute.....but of course there was this group of girls ..when i see them i just feel like smaking them.... selfish, selfcentered brats, wgo think's their like the prettiest and most popular of all......they think they're all that......talk about 16-18 year old girls with attitude..... too bad i'm a Bigger Diva Bitch than all of them......it takes years of experiences girls.....hahahhaa... anyways...after my class.......i couldn;t believe how heavy the rain was.....i couldn;t wait any longer for the rain to go less pouring coz my Nuke Rockstar class is in 30 minutes time......so i ran to my car.......and yes, i was soaking wet wet wet......my socks was all smooshy and shoes soaked and squeeky.......and the worst thing, i instanly got a cold..... but Nike Rockstar must go on.....lucky i wasn't late....heehheee..and so happy to see Kenny in uptown again.....he's very cute when he dance......and he improved alot i think.....yyiippiieee....and i'm so jealous of him..coz he's going to Bangkok for holiday in 2 days......i still have another 3 weeks to go....i cant wait......holiday..holiday..holiday....makan..makan..makan...shopping..
shopping...shopping..... massage...massage...massage.. ..after ny Rockstar class....have to rush to California Fitness in town for my next class......and again...i reached there just on the dot......thought i wasgonna be late coz of the bloody rain again..class was great as usual...the members are wild and crazy and calm and shy too......can't believe mow much the numbers have grown....i remember the very very first time i thought at California fitness.....i had only 3 members in my class.....now i have 60+.....young-old.....guy-girl.....gay-les....any type....ehhhehee......but i really do enjoy teaching...to see the look on the faces of the people when they manage to get the steps right is so rewarding.... it's not about looking or being a great dancer but to see their glowing faces when they dance......but of course some turn-offs on those who r shy shy shy....hate it hate it hate it...hahahahah.....after class went for dinner with my baby at Imbi......had pan mie.....good sauce but noodle was to think.....finally food food food.....i need my energy back after those three classes....coz i;ve got another one to go... after dinner waiting for my 10pm trainning session for the Gucci girls......they're so cute...final rehersal for them before their staff Annual Dinner Performance Competition next Tuesday....i wish them all the best... it was so hard to concentrate trainning them how to dance in their boutique......everywhere is Gucci Gucci Gucci....can't concentrate....every movement i do.....at the corner of my eye it's alwalys wondering around the whole boutique......looking at their oh la la......it 's so greatcoz i can do to of my most favourite things at one time....Dance & Shop at the same time...hahahha......i was so glad when it's over..finally cam go back home to be with my baby......miss him so much.....anyways...it has been an exhausting day for me.....need to rest now...especially my beauty sleep....gotta look fresh and georgeous for my casting tomorrow.....it's for Coca Cola.....wish me all the best..hope i get the



Pics for Casting.....

Fish, Fish and Fish . . .

Sunday morning......and i felt so lazy.....but then couldn't even let myself sleep another minute.... my baby made me breakfast...... he's just the best..... he knows i have class in an hours time... and made sure i had something for me to eat first... he always worry about me.... he say's i need the energy to teach my class..... after that incident where i blacked-out last November, he made sure i'll always have something to eat before i go for my class..... he's so caring.....
Nike-Rockstar..... finally did the whole routine in an hours time.... the members were great..... and fun..... today i felt so touched by what a member told me... she said "when u dance, it just feels like a poetry in motion".....WOW..never had anyone told me that.....
quickly rush home to see my baby..... he's waiting for me at home.... before going for lunch..my baby asked me if we should go visit my 1st ex in the hospital.....coz he just got transfered from Jakarta hospital and is now in KL Gleneagle in ICU...... Doctor says he's got TB...... i was afraid, when we reached the hospital, he was still sleeping......... and could see that he was having difficulty breathing..... and it reminded me of my Asthma days......it was really painfull..... after few minutes just while we were about to leave, he woke up..... so we got ourselves prepared with mask, and gloves before we went to see him in the room....he had all sorts or tubes and cables stuck into him......i could say anything, i kept silent the whole time i was there....my baby did all the talking to comfort him.....stayed not too long coz had dinner appointment with my parents, Anthony, Alvin, Brian and Selina for dinner at Klang..... Fish, Fish and Fish was what we had....and it was all good......yummy...the Restaurant was filled with people ...in and out non stop....we had Assam Fish, Kam Heong Fish and Ground-Nut with Bringol Fish.....and of course vege and other dishes...... excellent food with low price....yummy.....after dinner..... we went back to my parents place in USJ ....we chatted again while going through wedding magazines for Selina's wedding... m so excited.......cant wait till December....

Surprise.......

waiting....waitning....and finally Jenny's here..... blind folded her first before she walks in to her apartment.......Tadaaaa,,.... "WOW"...was her fist reaction.....she couldn't believe the transformation we did to her cute little mini apartment...... everything was White, Beige, Pink and of course the floral pattern...it was everywhere....looks so complete.....every floral pattern were custom made....heheheh......turned out pretty good......Then, i took her to the other room....and "SURPRISE"..... everyone were in the other room to surprise Jenny..... she was overwhelmed....... we had food and drinks...... a small little gathering..... and we all had fun..... chat, gossip, laughed..... and yes we were waiting for American Idol......but Leo was soundly asleep at her own little corner...dispite of all the noice we made....hahaha...... couldn't believe that we almost finished the food..... we munch our way through without realizing that we're putting food into our mouth.....hahhhaa......it was real fun....we stayed till around 2am......and we all headed our way home.....and drop dead fast asleep......

Final Result Of Jenny's Surprise Apartment Make-Over

Yippie.....Finally we made it..... thanx again guys for all your love, effort, support and friendship fr making this into a success........ Jenny, we hope u like it.... love u always.....

HaPpY BiRtHdAy JeNnY......

First of all i would like to wish Dearest Jenny an very Happy Birthday.....and wish u all the best Dear......hope u like the Make-over we did for u..... Secondly....thanx to all my dearest friends who took part and contributed their love, effort, support and friendship to make this Surprise Make-over with Jenny's Apartment for our Dearest Jenny's Birthday....... Alvin, Anthony, Andrew, Colin, Brian, Edward, Kenny, Ken, Yean, Ann, Azie, Claire, Farah, Juwita, Leo, Selina, Sulin, Tina... THANK YOU and LOVE u all......



It was really FUN...... painting, glueing, sewing, hammering, decorating, nailing, cleaning, eating, laughing, talking and all the crazy and fun moments....they were all worth it...... coz it's for our sear friend Jenny..she means alot to alot of us..... thanx Jenny.....and this project was a success due to our friendship ...... Jenny i hope u like the make-over.....

Can't Sleep.....

oh well...... it's one of those nights again..... womdering wht is wrong with me....... feel tired and weak but can't sleep at night..... watching m baby sleep so soundly and snoring ...... hhhmmm..... wht a tiring day..... woke up so early this morning.... coz stayed over at Renaisanse Hotel..... went to Friend's Birthday Cocktail Party at Martini Bar (Avenue K).....the place was wonderfull....... they decorated the place with white roses.... coz the theme for the nite was WHITE....... everyone was given white roses at the entrance....... so sweet and elegant... then as ww walk in the venue....it was compulsory for all guest to take a poloroid pic with the Birthday Boy...... and there is a Picture frame where they stick all the poloroid pics..... it was so nice...everyone was wearing white....... all the guests were very elegantly dressed..so my type of party.....glamour glamour....... i thought i was being a Diva, without the intention of course......arriving late ....coz that's becoz i finished my work late and had to drive all the way from Summit...... but obviously i wasn't Diva enough....... guess who took my Diva spot?............ well, yes...it's was our super model....Ms. Amber Chia............... oh ya......and guess wht siao di?......... we presented the Birthday cake with a model friend (Ping Ping) wearing the angel's wings u gave me for christmas...... so Diva...... she looked stunning.... the nite ended with few guests being drunk......wont mention names coz they'll probably kill me....or the media will....haahhaa......me and Edward left the party at around 11pm coz we were so hungry and decided to have wonton mie...... the wait as usual.....tak boleh tahan......ahahhhahha..... after food...went back to hotel and dropped dead...... ZZZZZzzzzzz.......

How Do I Begin ?

wow... this is my very first time writting a blog (my blog that is)..... really don't knowwhere to begin.... finally got to call me siao di (small bro) in Melbourne..... miss him alot..... i've tried calling him few time in the week but some wierdo lady kept answering the phone and scolded me.... i knew something was wrong..... luckily siao di sms me.....and i found out the number he gave me was wrong....aarrgghhh...... am so happy to know that he's doing fine there...settling in his new home..... life would be so different without him here...... we used to talk alot and share alot of things with each other..... can't believe he's now gone so far far away.... but i do wish him all the best... hope he'll grow to be what he wants to be..... am so proud of him.... that's him at the bottom.....to the left is my Ta Ge (Big bro).....although sometimes i feel i'm the oldest......but actually sometimes we all do play a role a the Big Brother ...and sometimes the Youger one regradless of our ages......

Oouch.... my gigi so sakit..... need to go dentist for s check up.... started to hurt lastnite after eating Bak Kut Teh.... i think one of my fillings came out..... hope the dentist is cute..hehhee....anyone can recommend me a cute dentist?...heheheh.....it's been ages since i remember the last time i went to the dentist....i used to love going to dentist and clinics when i was younger.....but as time grows older......TAKUT.....:(