All Wet....

3rd Day..... and yes it's a weekend..time for the weekend market...JJ' Market.....my favourite...u can find baju..accessories....flowers....bags.....hats.....shoes.....paintings....home-wares.....sculpture....almost anything and everything....and yes.i did manage to get alot of thing from here......but regret not getting the painting and the sclpture...so sad.....but it's ok....my baby wikl be back in Bangkok again in two weeks.......he promise to get it for me....hhhheeehehhe...if not,.then i'll have to wait till July for my next trip to Bangkok...after shopping....of course we need our massage.....so we drop our thing to the hotel and headed out agian for masage... we walked ....and oh NO.........it was crazier than before...it was the final day of the Songlran festival...and everyone was out to celebrate it....water tanks......huge water guns....people with powder.....all WET..WET...WET......no escape this time....and yes we were drenched.....head to toe.......even my undies were all wet.......when we reach the massage place we had to clean and dry ourselves coz it was so cold.......since we were all wet, we've dicided to go all out and revenge those who splashed us on our way back after the massage.....hahahaa.....we bought those white powder and mix with water.....and bought icy cold freezing water......hahahhhah it was great.....but we were really wet.....and cold.....winter in Sydney was never even this cold before..hahahaha....but it was fun...a great experience....
After all the wet and wild.....we got ourselves ready to PARTY........Slurp at Royal Orchird Sheraton Hotel......it was good...but abit wierd..coz it was held at the Balloom....and it was a non-smoking event.......damb.....having all the waiter and waitresses with their proper uniform walking around the ballroom is so wierd.......but thecrowd was great...and the music too....love it..but tickets were very very expensive.......dont think it was worth the money....it was 1200Baht per person....without drinks....hhmm.....they earn so much......but it was for the experience......and it was not too bad...........Sunday night's party was in a great location..the club was called BED SUPPER CLUB ......the whole club's building was in a huge cylinder tank....and there were beds all along the sides of the club.......it was very different..very cool......the crowd was getting more and more...and it was getting very suphocating...so we left early too.....it was a few great nights of party in Bangkok.....cant wait to go back there again......pics for the party will soon be up.....look out for it..lots of half naked sexy guys....oooooh...

Finally......we had our Dinner...at Bangkok's ChinaTown.....we had seafood.......wow..very very very nice.....coz it's FOOD>>FOOD>>FOOD...again...for those who havent try the seafood in ChinaTwn.....it's a must try.....and go to the one with GREEN uniform.......much nicer...hahahha...remember...GREEN ...not RED.....after dinner we decided to have desert...Bird's Nest.....yummy......we need it....for all the late nights we're gonna have....so need it...hihihh...... after dinner......went back to hotel to shower and get ready....coz we're off to DJ Station.....it was jam....so we had to get off at the main street and walk .........and it was gonna be hell.....we were all dresses up and everyone else were still splashing water ......well we managed to avaid the spalsh again....but....we were not able to get in coz Lili forgot to bring her passport......ayo....which means we have to go back to the hotel to get it.......and this time we were wet...but not so wet ..but they put white powder mix with water.....iiieeww....well..we had to go back to the hotel and wipe ourselves clean again.......Once again...back at DJ Station.....not a good night.....it was packed...really packed....it was nhard to dance....no room to breathe...and there was this annoying FAT guy.....iiieeww.....he was just disgusting....should have take a picture of him and post it on my blog....but then again...i'll scare everyone away.....he was wearing this super tight tights.... sick sick sick......So, we left very early......and yet the que was unbelievably long......when we got out to the streets..it was like...phiiew...so breathable...hhhhaaaaa.......then we went walked to the main street to look for taxi....and suddenly....someone sprayed water with a huge watergun....from head to my back........ooohh..noo.....just when the night was getting over....i got wet....i turned back..that these two creatures were laughing their ass off....it was Hafiz and his bf......damb..those two...cant they see that i'm properly dressed...hhahhahaaa.....they were all wet...carrying these super huge water guns....i think they really had fun......well.....it was time to go back to the hotel.....but before that...we had to end the night with SUPPER>>.......hahahahaa...

Day 2....

Day 2...... Me and Lili went for breakfast, while Edward is having meeting with his Bangkok staff. then after breakfast, we decided to go get a tan at the pool side......so we tanned for a while and decided to play table-tennis......was so fun...haven't been playing for so many years.....after Edward's meeting....it was time for SHOPPING....... SHOPPING....... SHOPPING..i just love that word ...."SHOPPING".....hehehe...but we had to go for lunch first...so our shopping trip have to delay....well, at least there's food...so we went to meet Edwards friends for lunch.....then the shopping begins...went to Siam Paragon...Siam Centre...MBK..Bonanza and the street shops....such a dissapointing day..didn't find anything i like.....really cant beieve it....so not satisfied...

Must Have Supper.....

Supper is a must have for me...... Don't know if i'm just plain greedy or what.....after dinner...we decided to MASSAGE...MASSAGE....ooohh.. i so need it...whole body sakit already... it was so scary on the way there... everyone splashing water...dont wanna get wet....and we manage to avoid the water.......wow...my whole body is all loose now.... felt like i was re-borned...hahhaaa.....it was still early and we didn't want to go back tot he hotel first.... and there was only two choice....... clubbing at DJ Station or Ago go Boys...... then we decided we'll head down to Jupiter 2000 for some Ago go Boys Show....coz we'll be going for the Slurp Party on Saturday night.... Jupiter 2000 was a full fouse....as always.... this time there were not as much nudity as my previous visit to an ago go boys show...hhmmmm..wonder why?....but they sure still mantain their size...HUGE COCK woowwiiee.... cant believe how they manage to get it so huge, even with a pump.....unbelievable. well.... that's all for te first day in Bangkok.....and of course we ended the night with SUPPER......yummy...

Food Galour....

Oh Yes...it's the FOOD section..... one of the must try and must do things in Bangkok.... MAKAN...MAKAN...and MAKAN..... yummy...let me tell u..food here is Great....and cheap too.....


This was what we had on our first night..... i dont remember what the dishes are called but they do taste great..... from the beautifully posh expensive to the cheap hawker stalls....they just taste ......oooohhh.....yummy.....but maybe i'm just a PIG.....the good thing is that everytime i eat the food here...i'll go to the toilet.....wow...it means i can keep eating and not pput on weight....so nice.....but sometime.....troublesome...looking for toilet and dont know if the toilet is clean or not...but dont get me wrong....not having deoreah......just that the digestion is working very well.....

This was our room..... quite nice....and i love the smoked salmon, fruits and chocolates thay gave us .. yummy.. well.. it's time to wonder to the street in Bangkok..... but wait....we've gotta put our wallet, mobile phone and camera in plastic bags before we go....don't want to get them wet.... and lucky we did....

Wow....an upgrade....so nice......we were escorted to the executive floor for our check in....we had our welcome drinks in the executive lounge...the view was great......can almost see the whole of Bangkok city.....

Amari Watergate Hotel

wah...Finally reach the hotel.... it was quite a very nice hotel....this is a pic of the lobby

Touch Down....

never felt so excited like this in my life before.....eventhough this wasn;t the first time in Bangkok..... but it surely is my first time during the Songkran festival....heard so many stories from friends that it was gonna be a very wet one.. anyways..... from the airport to our hotel....this was the pics i took......people spalshing water everywhere...... they rented mini trucks..... huge pales filled with water to splash all the passer-bys... and also people just waiting in the sie walk with buckets of water and water guns.... the feeling was great coz everyone was so friendly....all smiles.....little kids to adults.....enjoying this festive season of theirs...

Take off....Bankok trip 13th April '06

Finally..the day has arrived.....long waited trip to Bangkok since last Dec when we booked our free tickets from Air Asia..... lucky lucky lucky.....we had the dates so co-incidently booked during this wet and wild Songkran festival and a great Squirt PLU party...anyways....this is the new LCC airport (Low Cost Carrier)....Gosh..they could at least come up with a better name.....airport sucks....looks like a bus stop...

Making your people look BAD.......u fuckers...

AAAAAHHHHh..... feel like strangling someone..... it's the second time i'm getting cheated and not getting paid for job being done... m not trying be racis or anything..but NEVER..NEVER EVER TRUST INDIANS IN PRODUCTION HOUSES....they're such FUCKERS... it's been more than a month's time already and i don't think there's any intentions for them to pay me..... i was promised by the casting agency that i will be getting my cheque a week after the shoot.... called them and they told me that they were not incharge of payments.... gave me another indian Fucker's number, which is suppose to be the production house... yeah... donno if it's real or not...made a call...Mr. X answered...told him who i was.... and wow...can't believe he knew who i was....so i thought, maybe they're gonna pay me after all..... he said there was no cheque for me coz my nake wasn;t in their list.... OoH..FUCK... well, he said he's gonna check with the producer and call me back....a week later ...no phone calls yet....so i called back....after few attempts...he answered....oh yes...your cheque will be issued tomorrow.....i told him to call me once the cheque has been issued so i go and collect it....nope..no call....i called back after two days....and again after few attempts....he answered....the BLOODY FUCKER told me that he was in INDIA.....WHAT THE FUCK?..... he could at least call me and tell me....nevermind that, i couldn't be bothered if i was calling him ong distance or what so ever....and again i gavce it some time.....a week later i called.....didn't wan to answer my call...so i decided to use my friend's mobile....oh guess what?...he answered.....he told me the cheque is already with him ...so i asked him when he'll be free for me to go collect the cheque.....tomorrow he said...which was suppose to be yesterday......agreed to meet up at 11am somewhere in Jalan Gasing.....called him yesterday arund 10:30am to find out the axact location.....didn;t answer my call again...oh well, i guess i have to use my friend's mobile to call him again..... not to my surprised he said he wont be able to make it at 11am..still having a meeting... oh well......he ask me where i would be around 2pm....told him that i have meeting only will be back around 4pm.....cool he say....he'll be having meeting around the Sri Hartamas area around 2:30pm for a meeting.....great....so i told him to call me when he finish his meeting......and again.....no call....so i called him again....as usual no answer...left a massage and an sms......no reply...no reply no reply....i'm so frustrated with this FUCKER .....tried calling him few times tday but no answer yet.....AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH.......this is not the first time some BLOODY INDIAN gives me SHITS.....they're all like that........ I've even seen it happened to my friends..but never thought it would happen to me.....Get a live u BLOODY Indains....u're making all your people look BAD..... but i know the FACT is they're NOT all like that..i've got few great Indian friends.... am so sorry guys....but i just have to let this out.....sorry if i've offended anyone reading this..but FACT is FACT...can't change any of it.....

Have u ever wonder WHY ?

Saturday..... was on my way back to Johor to my grandparents home for Cheng Meng (praying for ancestors)...... it was a long journey ..... having so much time while traveling and also being back to a little village gave me so much time to reflect on my life....... career, family, friends, relationship and my lifestyle as general...

Career - having to settle here in Malaysia was not as bad as i thought..can't believe it has been 2 years and 4 months since i left Sydney where i used to call home..... things has really picked up since beginning of last year....i finally see results... i've always love to explore my creativity and i finally have the chance in doing it..... good or bad i dont know....coz there is still a very long journey in my path..... experiencing each and every moment of it with open eyes and heart..... it may look good for some people but then again it has it's ups and down....not knowing what obstacle is waiting infront of me..... will i be able to overcome the obstacle?... being weak is not the answer.... keep telling myself "jimmy, u've gotta be strong....u can do it" is not easy as i thought it would be...... i may look confident at times...but the truth is right inside my heart which i seldom let it out...... i often loose hope in the things i do.....i need constant reminder especially from people that matters the most...... without them, i am nothing...thanx so much for all your support..but the bad thing is that they dont know....... considering the time frame that i have been here in M'sia...i think i'm doing not too bad.....but the one thing that i am proud of is not how well i'm doing........ looking back from the start...i have seen non dancers becoming dancers......dancers becoming good dancers......and that is all becoz of all your hardwork, patience and passion....thanx so much...... seeing them grow is what i look upon to...... the feeling is unexplainable...... dancing is one thing ...... but passion is another..... being able to touch someones heart in doing wht i love doing is wht i am aiming for..... i thought that is my intentions...until last week .....changed my perception how i look at thing..... a member from California Fitness came up to me after my class...she came and gave me a present...i was shocked...surprised....i thought it was Birthday..... she told me that it was a farewell present....she's leaving for Sweden for good.... and she thanked me for being so patient and being such a good instructor...... i was overwhelmed....she was a member which i never even talked to previously....I WAS TOUCHED..... that was a totally different feeling from making someone touched..it was reversed....she had made me feel wht i've been trying to make others feel..... and at that moment i knew... all i have to is continue to do what i love doing most. some of u reading this might not understand wht this is all about...... but sometimes alittle praise from the heart is what most of us r working towards for...it builts the little confidence in your heart that makes u keep going further.. it's not about being the best or number 1. ...coz no body is the best...no matter how good u r...there is always someone, somewhere better than u..... BE THE BEST THAT U CAN BE........

Family - being at the little village where my parents came from, with uncles, aunty, gradparents, cousins and in-laws gather together has never been the same as before..... made me realize the importance of family.....as i had always been overseas most of my life.....i wasn't close at all with any of my family members.....but this time around, it has been different......something i've really never felt before..... made me realize that no matter how long u've been away..they r still family and treats u like one......it's comfortable for the very first time... talked to most of them and really get to know more of them...... after 25 years..finally i really understand the value of family...i guess it depends on the family itself.....i know not all families r that way......but i'm glad i have a family that doesn;t look at u differently and judge u just because u r brought up differentlyi talked to one of my cousin ..... and realize that life really is't fair.....she's around 30..worked more than i've ever worked......but yet she still cant get anywhere....wonder why?.... i believe she's a very hardworking person..... and good at wht she is doing...but why ?....some people work twice or three time harder but yet they r still going no where..... is it really fate?....is this just the beginning or will it be just it for her?..... i felt that life was so unfair...but then again...LIFE IS UNFAIR......that is what makes it FAIR......(reality....FACT). ..i'm just greatfull of wht i have....

Friends - friendship.......it's unexplainable for me.....without them, i'm nothing...it's like oxygen....but, is that person who cares about u...accompany u....talk to u or help u when in trouble really your true friend?....ever wonder why some friends r nice to u?...really nice to u?.....extra nice to u?....really your friend? i'm always the type of person who likes sharing....especially with friend.....genuine friends.....friends that makes u feel appreciated..... and not just taken for granted..... not easy to find i may say..... they come and go...it's sad...really sad....yes i may have lots of friends....but how many of them r really genuine to me?.....ever wonder why they want to be my friend?...... r they taking advantage of me?...... do they just wanna know me coz i know somebody?..... but that doesnt matter..the question is.....m i a nice person?..... why does he or she hate me?...... do they really like me?......i often question myself..... why people wanna be my friend?.....and why some dont want.....bad people have friends...good people have friends..... no matter GOOD or BAD...u all are my FRIENDS ...love u all.....

Relationship - right now?...hhmm...donno how to explain.....as usual it has its ups and downs.....sometimes i just wonder if he really loves me..?....wonder why he choose me and not others?...i know for the fact that i am not the best bf material......or even as a person....there r so many nicer people..more good looking...better heart guy out there....but why me?.......m i really the lucky one..?....is he real to me?....one thing i know is that i do love him alot...lately we have not been spending too much time together.....he's been busy with work for the past few months....but much better now....but in the last few weeks...i've been busy......which is good coz it means more income....but money isn't everything.....i feel lonely at times without him.....NOW, for example.....he's not home yet....i have been away on saturday and just came back yesterday.....didn't spend much time with him yesterday.... and today....i have no class in the evening so i was hoping he would come back early today..so at least we can have dinner together and spend a little quality time together.....but...he called and said that he'll be going to a friend's Birthday dinner.....i dont mind....but he didn't ask me if i wanted to come along....sometimes i feel left out.....Lonely......baby i miss u....but i do need to give him some time with his friends....i know and i understand....he needs some time with his friends.....but was just hoping he would at least ask me if i wanted to join him....but no matter wht.....he must have his reasons for not asking me to join..and i respect him for that...... i just miss u....i hope u'll be back soon....

Welcome to theWORLD we live in....

C O N G R A T S......... to my dear friend Juwita and her husband Bard for their new born BABY BOY.....and also congrats to Nadia too....now she has a baby brother to play with..... wishing u and your family be happy and healthy always dear.....sorry not able to go to hospital to visit u....coz was in Johor praying for ancestors (Cheng Meng)..... but will visit u soon....wanna see your BABY BOY..... really cant wait..so excited.....wanna carry him......dont worry i wont drop him.....by the way, what's his name?......hehehee.......