wow...can't believe time passes me by like a flash.... and it's already 4 years since i moved to Malaysia . . . so much had happened, so much had changed too . . . work, friendship, family, career, appearence & relationship. . Reflecting on my years in KL, i've realize that i've really grown to be a much stronger, caring, passionate, matured person, (oh yeah i forgot, also even more Bitchier than ever). Work - from the time i moved to KL, work has definately been getting better year by year, but it never seems to be enough, never seems to be satisfied of my own performance. i know i can be better, but why am i not? now i understand why some of my Uni mates call me perfectionist. . . well, it's nt being perfectionist, but i strive for the best and try my best in everything i do, delivering quality and doing it with passion is my goal. i'm actually quite lucky that i have the opportunity to do the things i enjoy doing, some people r just stuch doing the things they 'have' to do, and i can understand the frustration everytime they comeback from work. but to everyone out there, dont worry. Never give up on your dreams, with a little effort, confidence and moral support from people around you is the best medicine u can ever have to get u started, but dont just sit there and wait. You've gotta really push yourself and to have the desire to want it is important. after i fainted twice at the end of 2006 coz of over working, i've realize that there is no point working my ass off. there is limit to everything. . Friendship - one of the most important thing for me in my life r my friends, eversince from my younger days in high school, i've always appreciated my friends, they r more like family to me (you know who u r of u;re reading this). eventhough we're all in different continent, and seldom c and talk to one another, we'll somehow connect and never have the barrier whenever we do meet or chat. i really miss all... been years since we've seen each other, i think this year i'll make the effort to c u all... i've not been a good friend, my childhood friend who just live probably around 30mins away from me, really lost contact with him...havent seen him for 2 years i think. Feel sosad when i actually think about it... this year's gonna be different, i'm really gonna make the effort to call him and catch up with old times.. Friends that i've made during my life in KL has come and go, sad to say but my dad was right. some of the most close and caring friends r not even in the picture anymore. wh is this happening? is it coz of busy working hectic life? new bf/gf? well. . . nowadays, good friends r hard to find, most will back-stad, gossip or make-use of u. so tired of all that. and i filter those people, there seems to be so little around me. but i've realize it's not about how many friends i have, but it's the love,care, sincerity and support they give me. So, i;m so greatful to have these friends around me.
Da ge , Sioa di, eventhough we seldom meet, i love u both.....
Claire, Sara, i have no words to describe how much of a sister u have been to me.....
special thanx to Ethan, Marcus, eventhough i have only known u last year, but your support and sincere friendship really really appreciate it(dreamgirls, dreamgirls will make u happy....ooooopppsss..hahaha)...
Wick, also dont have words to describe your love and care for me, thanx thanx...muax....
Peter, i'm really glad to know u, u r such a lovely person, always make me happy and worry at the same time...Thanx for everything sis.....
Nic, u small little cute thing..hehehhehe, i'm so glad to finally share our friendship, u've been great too, sincere and caring all the way.....
Sky, Ann, the both of u also have been a part of life, really appreciate your friendship, cant wait for our Bangkok trip, it's gonna be fun fun fun.....
Lili, sawadeekap....i miss your craziness, really miss u....
Family - what can i say? i love my parents so bloody damb much. i don't know wht i would do without them, eventhoguh the keep nagging, i understand where they're coming from. Parents will always be parents...i miss my sister..i hope to go to Sydney to visit her soon and also all my friends back in Sydney. 1st Jan 2008 i got an sms from my ex-wife...it was one of the most happiest sms i have ever recieved. She told me she just gave birth to a baby boy...what a great way to start the year, and of course the baby is not mine...hahahha...she just re-married last year and am so so happy for her....CONGRATULATIONS....
Festive season isall about Food, food and more food... dont know how many kg i've gained this CNY.....but right now, i'm not in the mood of thinking about that..coz i still wanna pig out.... it's the 9th day of CNY and we've organize a gathering with some of our good friends..... lots of food, lots of drinks, and of course not to mention the sleepless mahjong and cards gambling sessions...
